When I Die

When I die will I have known I took a trip to Dubai?
Or when I once sailed along the Caspian Sea
Will that time and place remember me?
Will I have known I toured the African plain?
Or trailed the Black Forest in the rain.   
Will I remember I smoked ganja with a Rasta man?
As we laid bare across the white Caribbean sand. 

When I die will it matter that I went to Dubai?
While my spirit filters through the ages still restless and cold
I will hitchhike a Boeing to haunt Abbey Road.
Wear the crowns and the jewels that queens once wore
and borrow a mink coat for my Paris tour.  
Will you see my shadow as I drift through the snow?
Climbing atop of Mt Kilimanjaro. 

Oh why, oh why did I go to Dubai?
When I visit my grave where my family still mourns
Replacing my flowers that have withered and torn.
I will ascend Mt Rushmore to sit on George’s face
While counting the stars and staring into space
Stowaway on the Challenger on its next mission,
raising my flag to claim my position.
I will return to earth and rest by a tall redwood tree 
Tired from my journey as I sip hot lemongrass tea 

I told a lie, I never went to Dubai
But I did once love that Caribbean man 
as we made a print still engraved in the sand.
I have been restless in life as I will be death
For I want to feel freedom knowing I have little time left.
Go easy on me God for you have known my heart
I may have not been the best, but I did my part.
But doing my part isn't good enough for me 
Because I live in a world that I’m dying to see.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Nganga Avatar
November 16, 2022 at 11:39 AM
Great poems, my kind of poetry really, i cant help myself, an in awe of your style...i see a lot of myself in your poems my jaw drops...i struggle with these themes too and i must say you bring it home for me .... great writting nora
Koplin Avatar
February 2, 2021 at 1:08 PM
I love it, I don’t live to awful far from my Rushmore and I’ve seen the redwoods. I’ve always wanted to go to Dubai to see the abandoned super cars. Thanks for the trip. Great poem!
Lamoureux Avatar
January 19, 2020 at 9:11 AM
Thanks for reading my poetry. Please comment, I would enjoy hearing your thoughts.
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January 14, 2020 at 11:29 AM
I like the intimate feel of this piece.
Gibson Avatar
January 14, 2020 at 2:39 PM
thank you I have read your work and coming from you I am honored.
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