When God Created Me

my mom used to say… there was an Angel, watching when God created me I did believe her… about the Angel, watching me, since I was kid and, I did love you… oh, my Angel, for watching life was full of joy now, I hate you… suddenly you stopped, watching me, after ten years you left me alone… on blissful day, not watching the eagle of prey the eagle of prey… on my youth, you stopped watching and, what have I done? many years passed by… alone, and no one’s watching tears never run dry over three decades… on sinful life, who’s watching? me, I’m cruel and sad but, I learned something… be brave, when no one’s watching you live in this world living, for today… tomorrow, I’ll be watching my son sleeps, with peace my mom did not say… not only Angel, watching when God created me when God created me… Angel and Devil, watching and, I wonder….why?