When

April 26, 2018 Thursday 9:10 am A COMING APART OR A COMING TOGETHER WHEN WILL I HAVE YOU? I ask oh, anything to get you to focus on us Think about Talk about us but, the bait isn’t taken You must forget how much this love seeks to validate to commeserate to be When will you be all mine? I whimpered, I wondered, I asked, I begged Oh Love you stupid creature of myth Why did you come to my doorstep in such a hideous way? Full of lack Full of insinuation Full of stark days full of unrequited everything The touch of you, the long drawn out harm derived if it isn’t going to last like forever promised Full of holes is this love nasty implications this whores nest a flipped over contamination of heart two that want but won’t be won’t be what’s wanted you sit in holy non matrimonious bliss as I wait in sanctimonious kiss what kind of love is this this blessed event soured in tentured history you and your best flaunted by me in daily horror while I guess is it fool or not to keep you when you show up even daily is the promise and you do still I suffer the wages paid to keep us apart it wasn’t my idea to have it like this i put up with it because like I said before love is stupid shot full of holes blinding binding habitual pissy I’d like a hiatus from this though I’d miss the interaction in my mind an intelligence dwells the heart doesn’t partake though it too, idiots up at this rate even if it comes I may not take it May forget the whole escapade go my own way without without hoping it will turn out I may let doubt override I loved being a whole, one together With you, I’m neither barely a quarter, if that so how come we’re still haggling over the details why still together got me that’s all I know is you still do have me When will I have you?