What's To Come

The moment has come, although the deadline is not near. I approach my decision with haste and rational thinking. There is not much left for me to do, except wait. Keeping emotions sidelined, as it should be. Not allowing "what ifs" or "if onlys" play in my head. Being logical and seeing things for what they are. No longer ignoring what I turned my head from knowing what I did. I can only hope she see it as I do. I pray that she sees where I am and knows what is coming.