Whatever, this was dumb anyway

Always messing up When I feel so upset Going all in way too hard To lose another stupid bet Losing all my hard earned money Yet again I am robbed blind At this point it’s all quite funny I have no more strength to mind Bet it all on my bad choices I will give in to my voices I’ll sit back and have a seat Close my eyes and kick my feet I have no more need to care When the game’s not even fair I quit I’m done with the bit The skit I give you my spit Let go of the wheel cause I’m throwing in the towel Here’s my gun and badge put away cement and trowel I am done with trying to build up another wall I will just let it crumble quick and I will let it fall Oh, bawl And all in all And oh I know I do appall I guess that I just have the gall I guess that I have the nerve Oh well it’s what I do deserve And I have lost the need to feel With all the stakes no longer real And no more prices to the deal And really it is quite a steal The weight of living off my shoulders Cause I have given up the boulder I will let the car rear end Turning right on through the bend Cut the wire to the lift Tumbling over the cliff I will let myself get hurt I will get my just dessert I have thrown the bat away No more trying, not today