What Was At One Time

Mentally mental and stressful. A soul without a home. Envision what was at one time. Deep within alone. Fighting for life to regain. Regain what was at one time. Hollow inside this reflection. No longer within do I shine. Outside I am seen as a person. Inside is another story. The battles within that Im fighting. Gone is all the glory. What was at one time is so useless. Encourage the voice in my head. Theres two and I just cant choose. One side alive and the other one dead. What was at one time is now pointless. This is the fear that I live. Running around in my circles. Please tell me something will give. Break me out of this prison. Im claimed by what was at one time. The truth of this battle Im facing. The truth that I no longer shine.