What To Do?

when things dont go to plan in life, when things start to get tough, and u dont no where to turn no more, and u have just had enough. your thoughts taking over, you feel lost and down, you want things back the way they were, wana turn things back around. tired of all the unanswered questions, not knowing whats goin on, dont no how things are gona turn out, whether it will go right or wrong. promises made to you then get broken, meaningful words said to you but not ment just spoken. believing whats said then faced with rejection, told that your loved but shown no affection. you can choose your friends but your family is fate, and you love them no matter what but its not always great. they can be the people who cause you the most pain, the ones who are ment to care the most, the ones who chose your name. being put in the middle, not knowing which side to choose, wana keep everyone happy but either way you lose. tired of people pretending to care, when really they couldnt give, its not the way you want your life, its not the way you want to live.