What To Do

I've seen, the horror, and I've seen, the pain. I've been, the instigator, and I've been, the insane. I realize, my realm, and I realize, what I have, then done. I know, now there was no need, and I know,to truly, not hurt anyone. I felt, toward me, the return, and I felt, how bad one, can feel. I experience the opposite reaction, and I experience, a pain, so real. I try, to improve, and I try, each day, to live wise. I still, at times, don't know, and I still, at times, become a surprise.