"what Should I Do"

No one knows I'm crying, cause no one sees it, No one knows I'm shouting, cause no one hears it, No one knows I love you, cause you can't feel it, And no one knows I miss you, cause I'm just the only one who knows it. You know I'm happy cause I'm smiling, You know I'm fine but I'm just pretending, Seeing you happy with her makes me cry, But smiling and pretending is what am I going to try. One day I met a boy that makes my life so bright, He gives me hope and makes the dark to light, He always calling me every night, Just to say hey girl, sweet dreams and have a good night. Months passed by when you run to me and say can I be with you, I run and shout, what should I do, Do I need to choose you that makes me smile, Or him that makes my life completely fine