What Now?

Every time I see you, it makes me feel scared To be truthful I don't know why, your no threat to me And yet you hold my heart within your hands Making little cuts with every word you speak You don't know how much it hurts, you don't care You never cared, with each word a deeper cut is formed Now you look at me as if I was never yours, like I mean nothing at all Some man you are, to treat me like this, like im lower then dirt I only have one question left, what did I ever to do you I never cheated, always true to you, I made no lies, no sin committed Just tell me what I did to make you treat me like this You remind me of the ocean waves, always beating on the rocks Is that all you see me as, a pebble in your shoe? For what reason have I given to you, for you to be this way All I ever did was loved you, and you just push me away Don't you remember you’re the one who said "I love you", first? How could you forget, with all the good times we had You act as if it was all a dream, and who knows now, maybe it was The only thing I really know now is, Im done waiting for you to change I will not stand here and be mistreated, like a dog with no home You may always have my heart, But you will never hold me in your arms again I will not put myself through this again You no long me anything to me I hope one day you will feel this pain But until that day, I hope you think of me and cry Cry about all the pain you caused The things I gave up for you, how all you did was push away It’s because of you that I’ve changed and all can see Im not the same since the day I said I do, and Now I will be Nor will I ever know how things could have been