What Is It That I Seek?

What is it that I seek now after all that I’ve lost? What has blown away my vow; I shall pay all the cost? What I had with me always that I had never seen? What about the place I see where I’ve never been? What about my thoughts in mind I never release? What about my hearty feeling inside the heart they decease? What about all the steps, I thought, never have taken? What about all those truths I spoke and all that I’ve reckon? What about the life the God’s gifted token? What about my small heart inside, so heart broken?