What If I Never Found You

What If we never met and never fell in love? When I was down, who would be there to pick me up? Even when I want to be alone I'm still trying to be around you I wonder where I'd be if I never found you Sometimes I say the wrong things, but I always try to be respectful With the way I put you down, some may say that I'm neglectful Then I pick you back up and hold you close I'm a private person but you're the one that I show the most You provide me with a voice even when I struggle to speak You have the ability to take away the troubles in me Some people won't like the way I use you I care deeply, but some might say I abuse you You've had many lovers, but that doesn't bother me Because I'm thankful for what you offer me Sometimes I've contemplated what I actually need you for But when you leave me for a while, I realise that I need you more Even if I wanted to break up with you, I couldn't leave you quickly I don't trust many, but see, you fixed me That's why I need you with me Nothing compares to the release you give me You stayed by my side even when you could have left When the world judged, you understood my mess Sometimes we become distant, but I hope to always have you close to me This isn't about a girl, this is my love poem to poetry