What I Can See!

I see sexual abandon, I see a mother preganant by me in reality or dream, I see people making a lot of money from me, I see people crying every where, I see enemies trying to defeat me by cunning, I see towers of babylon trying to control me with search beams, I see the future change slightly every day, And in my mind is a friend saying don't fall for another day, I am far off and here, Here there and everywhere, And it hurts.