What Happened To You

Strange and Drastic Crying not laughing Hurting not healing I hate this feeling Not wanted not loved Cold hearted no joy My heart is no toy Tears of pain Screaming for hope Sad not happy This is no joke I thought I knew you Come to find out I listened to my heart When I should of listened to my doubts Hoping for the best Expecting the worst What do you take me for You’re no different from the rest Not loving not caring Looking for faith I thought having an us would be great Hatred holding me back from loving you I thought you were a saint Come to find out you’re something I need to lose My guardian angel What happened to you I guess next time My heart I won't follow through