What Did I Do

You had me pegged from the beginning, you knew exactly what you were doing. You knew exactly how to take advantage, how I let it happen, I cannot manage. All the distance you put between us, now looking at myself with such disgust. I ignored all the red flags, now trying to find the strength to pack my bags. Believing you really cared, telling myself I had no reason to be scared. Trying to make me feel like I was the cause of all of our problems, acting like you had no part in them. Trying to find out why I am not worthy of love, but only as a stepping stone for someone else to get above. So tired of always being used, What did I do to deserve to be mentally abused?