What Am I To Do

I just want to let all my pain out That at times it makes me want to shout This pain I feel so deep in my heart Makes me want to fall apart This pain is so real I just don’t know how to deal Want am I suppose to do I feel so confused Tell me what would you do If you felt so lost.... That you want others to pay the cost The cost of me taking my life For I am tired of all the strife What am I to do Am I suppose to die Or should I just fly Fly to a far away place To see if it puts a smile on my face I am so lost, lost and confused I feel like I am going to blow a fuse What would you do If you were in my shoes Would you choose to die Or would you choose to fly I am crying out in mercy Someone please hear my cry And just tell me What am I to do