Well what comes now

Well here we go off the top of my brain again It's been bad times with everything It's like I deserve it so the pain starts again Why can't I just rest let the angels sing their hyms Too early for death depression starts again It was not long ago when John cougar sang a song I was young thought what does he mean life goes on After the thrill of living is gone walk on. Is it life after death whats the concept Now I get it and I do move on but so much was left out Even that very profound song. Now thar the time of no thrill or at least few and far between Can I find out how to handle what's next cause I was one these kids no one had time to teach Life lessons to or give coping tools to Nope I was the guy who covered up the pain With humor and a good smile. Yet very shy So what comes next is there even more pain To come before rest people made life to Where its only worth living if you can find wealth And we can't even find secure in today economy Without 3 jobs and federal assistance Which is political war it's for drug addicted Residents. The phone is dying so this is temp stop