Weeping

With every passing second The hole gets dug deeper The alarms going off in my head The sweat on my back on A cold night as I lay in my bed My ....ing hands are shaking The pressure as I feel my heart breaking The toll on me this is taking The brush off tone The moan as my tear ducts give way Here they rush I can’t deal with the pain Of this crush And I rush to conclusions I rush and paint these ...ing delusions I create these nightmare fantasies These beautifully worded fallacies My gifts working against me The talent to analyse is choking me In a net of my own building I was praying for her shielding But all I got was a ....ing put off A ....ing cut off of answers We’re supposed to be honest partners Not ....ing ballerina dancers Running around the problem Lets just ....ing deal with the issue Put it to rest and salvage The broken pieces of our love The broken pieces of the sky Where helpless doves fly And I cant help my heart but cry I don’t ever want to admit I cry Over you and I miss you And I wish you Were here to smile