Watching the jagged line

Here I sit gun against my head Praying that I will soon be dead A life with many ups and downs True love I thought would never be found That's exactly what she brought to me The endless love is what it would be Now I can only watch the jagged line As her health will slowly decline We once ran wild and free So much in life we wanted to see Then things turned to easy and slow What was coming we didn't know Now I watch as it's all down hill This the life that's completely real Not sure how much longer she will stay But I pray to God every day Hoping that together we will go I love more than you'll ever know!!