Watch Me Fall

I took another pill today To take the blinding pain away I drifted into loneliness The only friend I'll never miss I walked the line so I could see A spec dust to set me free Sadistic how I'm suferring This night between us, buffering I took a tab at half past two Can't you see I'm using you? I'm drifting into waves of bliss They wait for you inside my kiss When molly came to roll at four I held your hand, just like before This sun will set before I fall To rise again beyond my walls I cut a line from six to noon Let's meet again; i'm coming soon I'm raising weapons for your ghost Kill memories that mean the most My therapist will hear me out Inhale the fear, release the doubt I tell her lies just after five I'm way too high to feel alive I smoke a blunt to bring me down My heart is racing, hear me now! I take a bath to calm my nerves Accept the fate that I deserve I pray to god just after 8 I think of all the things I hate Salvation found under the rug Fresh mountain snow to show me love I tell my mom i'm coming home Don't wanna die out here alone Cause All I want to know is peace It's 2 am No sweet release My heavy heart will dream of you The love we shed was never true Without the lies, the sun will rise Surrender now, I close my eyes