Waiting Is Hard

After awhile I start going crazy I start to live in the past I picture a fake dream Where we would actually last I will not move on I can only hurt All I picture is us And I am on alert Even my dreams aren't enough I want them to come to life I want to lift away this pain I want to give up this strife I am stuck on repeat I constantly remember you You were all I had You were all I knew The pain only gets worse It pulses with the beat of my heart I can only think of one thing This pain is tearing me apart How long can I last? How long will memories be enough? This smooth dead end road Is only becoming rough I am already at the point of no return It hurts worse with every breath All I can do is picture a life without pain All I can do is picture death Without you who can fix me? Without you who can set me free? Without you what am I left? I guess I'll try to wait and see..