Waiting For Her Words

She's the sunshine of my day, The stars that light my night, Sorry to say but I think I'm addicted to her and her texts, And to her presence, I'm drawn tight. I wait for her message to come, Checking my phone every minute, My heart beats with anticipation, As I long for her words within it. But sometimes the wait feels endless, And my mind begins to race, Did I do something wrong, Did I say something that hurt her? My thoughts continuously moving and sometimes out of control, And I move towards my past history which is currently for me a blur. But I know deep down that it's just my anxiety, That's making me feel this way, I trust in our beautiful friendship and such a strong bond, And know that she'll come back with a beautiful message to me someday.