Voices

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Voices

I'm so sorry mom and dad, it had to end this way
The  pain was more then I could stand, the voices every day
Dad, I give you one last hug, to mom I throw a kiss
To not say that I love you, I would be remiss

It started with a single voice, calling me a nerd
Every day I saw him, his insults would be heard
At first I just ignored him, I'd turn and walk away
But too soon others joined him, much to my dismay

Dad you told me that I should stand up for my rights
But the voices are too many, I couldn't win those fights
So I drew into myself, avoiding so called friends
Dying a little more inside, retreating til each day ends

The principle was told about what I was going through
He politely listened, said there's not much he could do
However he'd look into it, monitor my peers
However nothing ever changed, it just fell on deaf ears

The voices just got louder never leaving me alone
I listened to them in the halls, I read them on my phone
There was no place for me to go except of course my room
But I can't spend my life in here, it has become my tomb

So today I have decided that I'm unable to remain
In a place I am not wanted, in a shell that's filled with pain
Mom and dad, don't weep for me, my nightmares going to end
I'm gonna go to sleep now, with these pills, my only friend


Dedicated to Jamie Rodemeyer who, at age 14, took his life to escape the bullying


Bob Quigley
28 Jul 2011
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011


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Date: 10/26/2011 7:39:00 PM
Bob I found your poem and I am crying for this boy. The story is so similiar to that of my friend who was only 15. He left a note saying he could not take it anymore and he took pills also. You wrote it very well and congratulations on winning in the contest. I wish he had someone to help him. But I understand his pain. I am bullied. Some people cannot tolerate others who are different. I am not the only one bullied there are many. I go inside me to where the butterfly dwells.
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Date: 8/23/2011 12:45:00 PM
I haven't been on Soup for a day or so and have just seen all the contest results I've missed! Please excuse this quick message of congratulations - well done on all your wins : )
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Date: 8/23/2011 8:32:00 AM
Congratulations on your placement in Constance's "I Fancy Another Sad Poem" contest Bob. I am honored to be on the winners list with you. Love, Carol
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Date: 8/21/2011 7:30:00 PM
great poem, the motivation, the despair that rides the mood, the sadness, awful sadness , till the mind gets maybe stewed:(
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Date: 8/22/2011 10:26:00 AM
Verse springs eternal:) Thanks Don
Date: 8/21/2011 11:14:00 AM
Congrats Bob on your fabulous fourth place win with this elegant entry luv.. super piece ..enjoy..
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Bob Quigley
Date: 8/21/2011 11:47:00 AM
Much appreciated Linda-Marie
Date: 8/21/2011 5:49:00 AM
hey Bob congrats on your win David
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Bob Quigley
Date: 8/21/2011 11:48:00 AM
Thank you David
Date: 8/20/2011 9:46:00 PM
Bob, a remarkable story written with such feeling. Agape, Moses
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Bob Quigley
Date: 8/21/2011 11:48:00 AM
Appreciate your comments John
Date: 6/29/2011 1:00:00 PM
Oh my GOODNESS< There is so much sadness and pain here and I can so relate to this piece. I was taunted and jeered at throughout my school days and many told cruel lies for nno reason. Those are supposed to be the happiest days of your life but for me school was torture and I took solace in the woods and fields and the clean, decent company of animals. Instead of letting them win I just turned them off and shunned people and still do to a certain degree. God Bless, JB
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Bob Quigley
Date: 6/29/2011 9:12:00 PM
Words are a lethal weapon when placed in the hands of a bully.
Date: 6/28/2011 3:18:00 PM
Whew!! This poem is deep. A 7 deserved!!
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Bob Quigley
Date: 6/29/2011 9:13:00 PM
Thank your comments. Much appreciated.
Date: 6/28/2011 3:18:00 PM
Whew!! This poem is deep. A 7 deserved!!
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Bob Quigley
Date: 7/3/2011 9:23:00 AM
Thanks Gail. It is so widespread today, I had to put it on paper.
Date: 6/28/2011 3:17:00 PM
Whew!! This poem is deep. A 7 deserved!!
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Date: 6/28/2011 3:17:00 PM
Whew!! This poem is deep. A 7 deserved!!
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Date: 6/28/2011 3:17:00 PM
Whew!! This poem is deep. A 7 deserved!!
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