Visitation

Dreamed about my mother
Who comes to me when I am in pain

Not to my reckoning through woo woo land
Otherworldly celestial plain

Implanted she was the first time
I was held warmly to her breast

As the antidote to what ails me
She comes when I am under test

In this dream of mine she was dying
We stood doing dishes side by side

With full acceptance she embraced what would be
In so doing helped me abide

With the fact to the swift the race
 sometimes not won

No matter our regret
The past cannot be undone

We live with what
We live with till we live with it no more

At dreams end I found I was dying as well
From what's never killed me before

In traditional Chinese medicine
 lungs attached to grief I'm grieving all the more

I grieve the loss of what I never had
An enigma yes that is my name

Made up in my mind or in  truest of flesh
I loved you all the same


My mama came to tell me this
I have mourned you unto death

The wailing has stopped and soon now the thoughts that arrive with every breath

It will feel so good when it stops hurting
The very words she said

To hear these words she came to mind
Resurrected from the dead
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Barry-Nishanian Avatar
November 2, 2022 at 8:02 PM
Hello new friend. In your dream you saw your mother as a strong woman, ready to embrace ... whatever! This what I felt. If I understand the line .."Lungs attached to grief".. Meaning .. breathing is why you keep grieving. You're alive and breathing, your grieving is two and the same. Is this what you. meant? Beautiful poem.
Rhymer Avatar
November 3, 2022 at 5:04 PM
Chinese medical practitioners believe the emotion of prolonged grief adversely affects the lungs .Some believe the thoughts have nothing to do with our health. I am not among them.Thanks for stopping by.
Wolf Avatar
August 28, 2022 at 6:47 PM
Overwhelmed, I am. Humbly, Gershon
Rhymer Avatar
August 29, 2022 at 4:59 AM
That makes two of us Gershon.Thanks for reading and reaching out.
Leffanta Avatar
August 27, 2022 at 11:18 AM
Dreams are reality behind a veil? Enjoyed! Aloha!
Rhymer Avatar
August 29, 2022 at 5:02 AM
Even when the story line seems bizarre if you look closely there is a theme you'll recognize should it be that of chaos alone.Thanks for reading and your comment.
Showalter Swift Avatar
August 26, 2022 at 5:47 PM
Lovely
Rhymer Avatar
August 26, 2022 at 7:03 PM
Thank you Ingrid.
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