Unwanted Goal

My emotions are in turmoil Thoughts run rampant through my head Sleep is my refuge from the pain So very tired of all this dread. Sadness, loneliness, pain and fear These are my constant companions What happened to all your promises Seems they vanished into oblivion. Happiness does show its face Though short lived when it appears Darkness somehow overshadows Bringing a stream of unending tears. Love is not meant to feel this way Or people would shun this emotion The key must be in the right person One who will give you all their devotion. But how do you stop loving someone Buried so deeply into your soul The answer does elude me To survive I must make this my goal.