Unsure and Ashamed

i let my self down again

i am always unsure& ashamed 
ill be the one to blame
as long as it makes them happy

i think deep about my days, here in my bed
alone again i lay, i wish someone would stay
if i could find away to ride of my pain
my friend lets me no im losing sane
my friend let me know everything

when did you become so evil,sister you should
change your ways, you say you obey him
but i don't believe Wat you say


i let my self down again
i am always unsure & ashamed
ill be the one to blame
as long as it stops the fighting


when did family become enemies,when
did i want to turn life away,this side
of the leave i turned is very grey and
i think is   fair to say, **** this all
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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May 21, 2016 at 11:11 AM
jacqueline, well penned. Enjoyed reading your thoughts and words today. *SKAT*
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January 23, 2012 at 6:34 AM
This is a good poem. Keep writing. You need to work on your capital letters and periods. Thanks for sharing.
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