Unspoken Words

Dancing and free, So much more I could have said, Things I never thought off, not thinking I would go away. I did not tell you because I thought you new, The pain hidden deep inside, That I cannot bear. Free from the fears I hold inside, A lonely world inside my own head. When we meet again, I will tell you I am sorry, Sorry I left and sorry I left you on your own. I guess that is how I felt, Every single day. Dancing on the outside, Crying and screaming on the inside, Closing my eyes for the last time, Loosely in the air, The moment I will feel most alive, The moment I will finally cease to exist.