Unlimited Contentment
The scarlet sky is bleeding with benevolence
Peace is overruled by vain, dreadful violence
Horrendous volcanoes erupt the moment you kiss me goodbye
gods of gold and gods of silver fill your eyes…that’s no lie
Upgrading unlimited contentment on a daily basis
I’ll miss the abstract abyss…the color of the tigers’ eyes are of piss
Motivation is marveling to the mindset of the poet
I can’t be weighed down by endless, inciting regret
Graze in your own maze, perplexing thoughts of suicide
When I didn’t want to die in the first place…there’s nowhere to hide
Time is against me now
I’ve loved you somehow
Even if you hurt me slightly
I’ve been walking and talking mightily
I’m igniting the sky with my defeat…
Gravity is weighing me down and my feet…
Feel like a billion bombs, set aflame…
You were only feeling for game
Victimized by the predator of the deep
I was a lost sheep…I lay here and weep
I want unlimited contentment…I really do
But, I’m still sick with dem luv floo
Still, believing in your callous words…
They were fluttering right before my eyes like a large amount of birds
Caress my delivered soul
Anxiety is banging at my skull
I still feel numb
Maybe I’m a little dumb
But, don’t forget me
Forgive me and I’ll be free
Marveled by your creativity and how it affects me so
Practically, feeling like dying alive in your wind of woe
Let the excruciating pain go
Let the clocks of time chime
You’re a friend and a foe
You’re as shiny as a dime
But, you’ll never truly be mine
You’re an unsatisfied swine
Humiliated by practically everything around me
I can’t even see the delightful light in your moonshine
I will be free to a certain degree if only you’d leave me be
Maybe, just maybe I’ll leave
You’ll never see me grieve
Let me be wrapped up in my rainbow radiance
I smell nothing new in that happy-go-lucky fragrance
That you put on so gaily
Stop trying to get rid of my unlimited contentment
Because I’m sick of your ridiculous resentment
Just…listen…
Your eyes still glisten
I’m crazy about you and I will always remain that way
As long as you shine my way tomorrow and today
Will you be mine for at least a day?
You’d rather not say,
I know you’re embarrassed, but hey…
I guess I’ll take back all I said about you
I think better of you now
I raise up a brow…
Every time you pass by my lane
You’re running rapid in my over-active brain
I’m tired of waiting at times
Sometimes,
I wish we had unlimited contentment
But, in the end, we are reduced to misery that isn’t so extravagant
Have hope and have mercy please…
Put my mind, heart and soul at ease…
Trees are moving in unison with the breeze
It feels like a hundred degrees, so please…
Shut up, let go and let live
I was gullible – what gives?
I’m sorry…I really am
I suppose I was His long-lost lamb
Being bipolar and all isn’t easy
But, hell, do I stand tall…I know it sounds cheesy…
Through it all, though I made another fall…
I am in appall…when you give me a call…
For help
I hear your yelp
Suicide isn’t the answer
It only causes disaster
Wish for unlimited contentment
God’s Kingdom Come to melt away our resentment
Copyright © J.W. Earnings | Year Posted 2016
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