Unidentify

There is something I need But I have yet to identify There are much of something I seek Yet found did I find its myself I lie There is to be nothing necessary Simply greed or the need to outshine Too much perhaps of everything randomly And towards the receiving end... What’s to find? Having spend almost half my life searching I have everything and yet... nothing And now for the next half of my life... I’m waiting Waiting for nothing out of everything An absolution to resolve An ultimacy to honestly receive No longer the need to for the cause Simply to let it be and finally believe And I did find myself with a lie For the many things I have yet to seek Things yet to know to identify Can there be nothing I truly need?