Unfocused

Tonight... As I look Up in the Sky I stare deep Into the stars And wonder why How did I get here? What am I doing? Where am I going? In the future near Is there a purpose For my existence Am I of importance Or worth being noticed I ponder on the thought Bewildered with confusion Ideas tangled in a knot My mind keep triggering I can't stop fidgeting I'm in deperate need Of a new direction I am seeking help Unable to make a decision Still squinting for a vision...