Understanding Pain

i am understanding my pain, with my life infront of my eyes and my faith in gods hands. a simple light infront of me while a tear falls from the heavenly sky as it rains on earth. an angle wipes away my tears and has shown me this was my way to leave. for i know you didnt want me gone and no longer in your hands. god has sent for me and gave a life to a child in need.i cry in happiness for i want you to know that everything happens for a reason. R.I.P emilie(grandma)