Uncertainly Wrong

Uncertainly Wrong Should I believe that I’m breathing? When I know I’m just suffocated? Should I believe that I’m alive? When I know I’m dead? Should I wait for the time you will be here? When I know you’re not coming back? Should I stop myself from crying? When I know my tears can’t stop from falling? Should I end mending my heart? When I know you’re the reason why it’s broken? Should I turn off the lullaby in my head? When I know it’s the only thing I can keep? Should I go back to every moment we’ve made? When I know it’s fading swiftly? Should I stop screaming your name? When I know that my lips will always remember it?