Unanswered Recovery.

These Last Few Years Have Been Hectic, My Life Is Still A Wreck, Ima Patient In Recovery Trying To Get Back On My Feet, So Many Things Have Happened These Past 2 Years, I Reminisce As I Weap, I Just Wish I Could Just Take A Big Leap, But It Aint As Easy As It Seems, It Seems To Be Only In My Dreams, My Momma Told Me To Take Steps Insteada Leaps, I Was Gettin Tired Of Falling In 6 Feet Deep, Im Gettin Tired Of Climbing My Way Back Up, I Feel Like A Volcanoe Bout To Arupt, I Just Wanna Give Up, Im Gunna Try Not To Trip & Lose My Grip, I Dont Wanna Lose Focus, I Ask Myself Everyday How Im Still Alive, I Pray To God & Ask Him Why, Why Am I Still Here When So Many Times Death Has Come My Way? Why Am I Still Here If I Cant Obey? Those Questions Are My Life, I Dont Know Who's Wrong & Who's Right, It Hurts To Know That Im Losing My Light, But All I Can Do Now Is Get Better, Im Gunna Write My Dear Lord A Letter, A Message In Mind, I Hope He Can Answer Me Sometime, Maybe He's Gunna Wait Till We Meet Face To Face, I Dont Know How Long Thats Going To Take, Im Looking Forward To It Though, Wheather I Die Now Or Die Old, Im Goin To Stay Strong & Not Lose Hope, Im Gunna Make My Mark In This World, I Just Pray That It Wont Make A Turn For The Worst, Im Expecting It To Burst, Just Like It Always Does, I Dont Want My Life To Lose Its Buzz, So Ima Keep My Head Up & Keep On Going, Just As I Keep On Growing, Im Young & Been Through Alot, I Just Dont Wanna Be Forgot, Im Gunna Make This Life Like A Jump Shot.