Ugly Beauty

Why say you love me,if you cannot prove that love? How is that your professions of love hurts? You would always be there for me I heard you say But your heart is already departed from me You would give your heart to me, and me alone How is it possible when mine has been shattered by you? What is your prove of love to me? If you abandon me every time I am in dear need of you? Happy I am supposed to be, having found a damsel like you Your beauty turns to be a curse more than a blessing I must have been blindfolded by your astonishing beauty What is beauty without charisma and a good heart? I sit here, thinking when beauty and ugliness became allies. You tell me of what a profitable venture you are Undoubtedly, you ought to be to any man How I wonder if it ever occurred to you, A pain in my life you are and yet I am enduring Foolishness some said; what love could make man do You would always support me I have heard you say countlessly Now I wonder if you meant to say you would live your life on me I am thin and weary of your weight! I endure because I want to make a companion out Of you That was all I wanted you to be It is like when I wake up everyday thinking Your love has brought me nothing but pains Just trying to please the essence of love, Makes loving you so difficult Real beauty my dear, is not glamour, Real beauty is candor Real beauty is me; originating from within For every pain you have caused me, smoothened me Evey tears you have made me shed, strengthened me And every heartache, beautifies me Now I am a piece of a finished artwork You're just done with and now so useless and ugly And I am just tired of living this ugly life with you Now you are by-gone because you are worn-out and old. Though I tried to warn, you would not just ...listen.