Trying

Trying so hard to be myself, though who that is I do not know, I'm tired and I'm scared, of what is to come, my friends expect this perkiness, that I feel too weak to provide. All that I want is for this to be over, I wish i could run and hide. I have to put up a front, as to not worry anyone, I have to be strong for my family, because I know it pains them too. They want me to give up, on something that I stand for, just because it makes me sick. But I just can't do that anymore.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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