True Love of a False Lover

Disturbed in daily thoughts Thinking U all the way through Longing for our old memories to flash. Impressed by YOUR possessiveness Also impressing U by my care Trying to keep U with me alone. Love which occurred strangely Caused holding U tightly - when U said I never leave u forsaken Intending to make U close – though Knowing that U’va been stolen by another HEART, In U I fell in TruE LOVE for the first time. Pretended to kiss, hug and embrace Made my mind set to co-operate with UR actions Made to forget UR first Love. Chanceless Loving WORDS from UR mouth – which Guided to share my incompleteness Thereby aroused a pinch of Lust. Hardened to control my Emotions I SURRENDERED myself unto U Been excited and ejaculated with UR hot touch Altering my valued hours to spend conversing with U Never expected such things would happen Dragging UR presence all where and at all-time in my mind. Nature’s call of age bonded us elastically But its not our faults – it’s the situation that made improper future ideas Still finding the reason – why U’va started avoiding suddenly ?¿ Still finding the reason – for what Purpose U proposed even though having another girl’s heart in UR mind Still finding the reason for our New Love Its now impossible for me to return back to my old attitude Where have my concentration went? Where have my devoted feelings went? Will I get back to it or not? My mind is not under my control Please don't see back my love I don have another Heart to loose. Daring new courageous behavior in my day-to-day life U are the only reason beyond many things My future is (?) with OUT UR hands holded These are not just a stanzas which can be erased easily~ Its my lovable and unforgettable PERIODS – which Makes to remember UR name and bitter sweet thoughts Only few or no one can understand the hidden message in these lines. It is – *!!! THIS REVEALS UR NAME IN THE BEGINNING OF ALL MY PERIODS !!!* I’ve learnt how to live my forthcoming days. Really THANK U love for the creation of certain Best characters in me. I’ll never forget U till my last breath May U have a wonderful and peaceful Married Life further. For the first time I feel reality more strange than imagination In fact it seems to be a TrUe LOVE of a FALSE Lover. It covers- All about the PAIN OF MY FIRST & THE FOREMOST LOVE... A poetic story from Your’S & Only YOURS, - Hannah (with tears° ° °)