Trophy

He has reserved nature of emotions he's expressing. Girls run around him and mothers give him blessing. He's mysterious on cover but has pages of denial. He doesn't want a lover and his faith is still in trial. He's looking for approval from his parents, siblings, which still wait for his removal but he hasn't got his wings. They find him losing grip on reality and life. Father looks at him like trophy, "unlike" his trophy wife. His holding guilt inside which unreasonably he feels his tears are long gone dryed he hopes that life's not real. He's finally left home, alone, with no baggage on the side, he removed his seat belt off and prepared for his last ride.