Trigger

Why you don't want me? why do you prefer to be alone? why it is better to go back and live the way you lived before? why you don't like me? why do you have to go? why I feel the same way I've felt since I was born? I know it is not you I know it is my past I know you trigger all my fears I know you bring back what is sad I know I deserve better I know I need to straighten my back clear the tears of my eyes and say goodbye...at last. Jessica (Sorry guys to vent so much here...this is just a place where no one knows me so I feel free to write whatever heck come to my heart and mind, no need to read)