Trifling war

Why did i did that i shall never do that again 
Should never make them feel like this again 
Feeling empathy for the soul why am i doing it again  I must be absurd overreacting again 
I feel for those who feels like a prisoner with no crime being a prey of hatred as a acid rain 
I wish none feels the feeling when you feel like a victim between the people society says are our patron
You can blame the scars and dismiss the healing to process ignore the cause and act like I have became blemish 
I admired you and never looked at someone thinking they could be superior then  my patron but only did I knew that world is not fair 
Judgements kept flooding but I tried to splash around and find that patron but little did I know those judgements were a result of jejune and rickety of my dear 
Now I admire silent showers because none can blame my red eyes  from my tears 
Now I admire outlanders because atleast I can share without worrying about the abuse I suffer due to my patron’s fear 
I swear I try sacrificing everything I affectionate 
Just that I could see a smile at my patron’s face 
I never cared enough for myself because of the worldly formalities you provided to show you care but I am sorry to tell that those scars are still fresh i have to hide them and disguise them as a past war I beared 
I hope someday I care enough to think about myself who always cared for ones who showed little valentine and made me feel like that they care 
I hope someday patron you care enough to understand me the way you expect to be cared to listen to my causes of the scars I bore so you could smile with pride infront of the fellow people who never showed even little concern over things you feared
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