Trials of Shame

hiding behind a mask of failure, alluring to the eyes being shown. fear of denial, too much like a life's trial. running on being like a loose coward, always faking the courage of being brave. simply not believing on yourself; too many masks over the faking of shame, unknown disappointments falling for me. running out of tears to dry, no right words for this to go away. unworthy truth of a lie.... like a light with no direct ray, moving forward is too impossible and out of sight.