Treading Water

My flesh is screaming,

if the cancer is me,

Then cut me out

and set me free.

No more to endure

The sight of the shore,

While drowning capsized out at sea.

 

If I let myself go,

limbs aching and slow,

So close to that shore,

Then no more I’ll know

Of those I have missed

Of faces unkissed

Of drowning in tears of sorrow

 

But to them I will pass,

a pain that will last

Forever they’ll sail,

B’neath skies overcast.

A hurt so deep

A pain they'll keep,

My drowning will anchor them fast.

 

So tethered am I

to what I'm denied,

A childless mother

I must abide

By rules so cruel

Yet love is the fuel

And from drowning I shall not have died.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Gondolf Avatar
December 17, 2020 at 8:47 AM
Glad to see you posting, Tansy, I thought you had disappeared...don't leave us like that, keep writing. Happy holidays my friend. John
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