Transitions of a Mind

With closed eyes the spirit of darkness begin to fall upon me Anger,hate,depression, and suicide is all I see With open eyes the spirit of lightness begin to reign upon me Joy,peace,love, and happiness is all I see While glancing in the sky I begin to notice Lightness and darkness begin to unite Continously on an ongoing battle Trying to get a better understanding of who has dominion Over my mind,body, and soul Constantly finding myself being enticed from left to right As if I'm playing tug of war With a feeling of being a lost soul Being trapped in a cruel and cold world Whose on the move of finding that special place called home Even though I was being covered by God's Holy Angel's I constantly find myself walking in complete darkness While strolling through a tunnel full of death and destruction Glancing up ahead noticing a light that Shines as bright as the sun itself The closer I get, farther it is away As I'm approaching my final DESTINATION An angel came unto me saying If you continue along this path Better days are yet to come Your struggling days will soon be over Your hardships will eventually fade away Every step I take, every move I make All things that wasn't of me begin to slowly disappear