Toxic Love

Despise my love, for I am a masochist, Don't restrain on your hatred for me, Instead abuse me with your words, Because the love I possess, is not of your world. My love is ambivalent, Although very apathetic, So don't tell me you love me, don't tell me you care. Love is just a figment of our imagination And being loved is my fear. The pain gratifies me, put scars on my soul. Love me how you hate me, hate me how I love you Paint me with insults, But don't tell me that you love me.