Totality

momentary clarity seeing i’m human after all grandeur drowned in mortality i am all totality i’m nothing at all yes, feeling small the largest of feelings the hardest for telling foretelling my futures complexity looming chaos consuming hope always blooming at the last minute not done till i’m finished never give up the ghost just because you’ve lost hope over the horizon fixing my eyes again flesh spirit battle weary soul, hold me, onward dreary love, you’re a mystery a curse and a gift to me the wind that keeps lifting me the waves always drifting me connected to feeling in body, in realness ethereal madness fading some, can i grasp this can you grasp? i don’t ask this my last breath, my life passed then never to ask when in an age, in an afternoon breath fleeting leaving soon inspiration the gentle moon good night sweetly gripping me i am all totality