Too Short, Too Long

why do you haunt my mind in this infinity?
you pulverize my sanity 
bringing my knees weak and eyes close to tears
hopeless heart, breaking inside, can you hear the crackeling?
can you hear the snapping? first my mind has gone and now, you steal my heart
i want a refund. . . i want our love to be made pure. . . when you are only mine
i dont want to share. . . ever. . . i want us to be made pure
why can i not have you, why will you not be mine?
im slowly loosing my composure
you are hers, i will not accept this fact, can not
you are mine, i know it, through our skin touching
we made love, though forever was too short
your driving me insane, breaking me more each day
and yet i said id wait, am i insane!!?
now i musnt say that you must choose
me!! or her!!
i dont want an alternitive!
i want you to choose me
but i feel that you will not
and so i must wait
collect my patience
i must wait
collect my patience
i must wait
patience
raiin patience
teach myself patience
i must wait
today is dreary
the rain is falling slowly
today, can you leave her?
today, can you make it beatiful?
i would dance with you in the rain if we could
but now as i am in a different building you are so far away
but now, as you might loose katy, you are so far away
i dont want to wait
just take me or release me from yourself
just help
how can i wait
when i want you soo much
how can i wait when i need your touch
your eyes stare into mine
but can you see my hurt?
can you see my pain?
can you see my distress?
can you see my love masked by it all
can you see my death in the eyes of a crow
they foretell me in my dreams
can you save me?
dont make me wait?
forever is too long
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Smith Avatar
October 26, 2009 at 8:18 PM
CRY!!! He was terribly unfair to you. I am so sorry that this happened, but it is all in the past right? Your Love, .::James::.
Freeman Avatar
October 15, 2009 at 7:01 PM
I followed you as best I could in your dilema of mind, or was it your heart. Yes, I see it was both, he broke you mind and stole your heart.Smile! I am joking! Good job, you did here in this dilema. Thank you for your gracious comments. I think that "OLe Brownie and Razorback Hoghunt" of my poems would be more to your liking.Smile. Sincerely, Moses
Cantu Avatar
October 15, 2009 at 3:55 PM
Thanks a lot for sharing this; indeed, waiting is...what's the word? you said ir...pulverizing. Being able to stand the consant blows of light filtration and silhouetts @.@ I hope everything's better now =D thanks for sharing =D
Brown Avatar
October 15, 2009 at 2:00 PM
Thank you for writing and sharing your poetry with us Rain. I must say it was enjoyable reading for me today. Thank you. Love, Carol
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