Too Far Down

Colors of the world washed before me I'm too far down to even care I can't make sense of anything anymore So helpless without what i thought was once real I don't know how to begain again I don't know who I am or where i even belong Pain inside turns numb without no one I have to turn Life becomes my own tradgedy Too far down to even notice stones set in my eyes No where to run No one to turn to I'm too far down to even give a damn