Tonight Am Feeling Alone Again

Tonight am feeling alone again Feeling trashed, hopeless, restricted And wasted in drain All day spent in wake of dreams In sake of go pink Dreams got tired of floating And there they are, been sinking again Tonight am feeling broken again I want a few days in my life Which i call them happy and light Overwhelmed and energized Which reflection start from my cheeks and chase my eyes How happening it would be, how dreamy it is But this starless dark night with no way to brightness nor showing the way right made me a pessimist again Tonight am feeling broken again Eager to learn and ready to lose nice to meet me when this was true Today’s situation updated my version With no hopes and peace and all blues With no feats Passionate to fly and measure the heights Here am throbbing the gate standing in rain with no fate and thin hope of light pierced my heart with the feel that Yes you’ve been resulted a waste in all days and nights This lost light, sight and pride attracts neither crowd nor myself and so Tonight am feeling broken again I can see the long road to life silent as grave and scary as night Illuminated with darkness and seems just not right Calling me to walk this way Me being brave Started to follow the screeches from my heart Hoping that would be amazing, dreaming that's gonna be satisfying For which I've been running continuous That hurt my feet That loses my strength That ripped my faith Started bleeding my nose and taking my breath Yet I choose to run a mile more just to see if this was meant to be A mile more to see if this is how it will end A mile more to see if i was really brave A mile just for me Am walking alone, running alone, bleeding again I will feel broken again but won’t stop running, bleeding and dreaming again.