Tonight Am Feeling Alone Again
Tonight am feeling alone again
Feeling trashed, hopeless, restricted
And wasted in drain
All day spent in wake of dreams
In sake of go pink
Dreams got tired of floating
And there they are, been sinking again
Tonight am feeling broken again
I want a few days in my life
Which i call them happy and light
Overwhelmed and energized
Which reflection start from my cheeks and chase my eyes
How happening it would be, how dreamy it is
But this starless dark night with no way to brightness nor showing the way right
made me a pessimist again
Tonight am feeling broken again
Eager to learn and ready to lose
nice to meet me when this was true
Today’s situation updated my version
With no hopes and peace and all blues
With no feats
Passionate to fly and measure the heights
Here am throbbing the gate standing in rain with no fate and thin hope of light pierced my heart with the feel that
Yes you’ve been resulted a waste in all days and nights
This lost light, sight and pride attracts neither crowd nor myself and so
Tonight am feeling broken again
I can see the long road to life
silent as grave and scary as night
Illuminated with darkness and seems just not right
Calling me to walk this way
Me being brave
Started to follow the screeches from my heart
Hoping that would be amazing, dreaming that's gonna be satisfying
For which I've been running continuous
That hurt my feet
That loses my strength
That ripped my faith
Started bleeding my nose and taking my breath
Yet I choose to run a mile more just to see if this was meant to be
A mile more to see if this is how it will end
A mile more to see if i was really brave
A mile just for me
Am walking alone, running alone, bleeding again
I will feel broken again but won’t stop running, bleeding and dreaming again.
Copyright © Urvashi Goswami | Year Posted 2019
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