Today

Today was my father's birthday,
he would have been ninety-three,
but he's been gone for thirty-eight years now,
too soon taken from me.

I was my father's shadow,
went everywhere with him,
clutching his pant leg in shyness,
like an awkward third limb.

He never seemed to mind, though,
my constant grip and hug,
his colleaques would often tell him:
"You can't deny her, Doug."

As I grew older, I stayed by his side,
and learned some interesting things,
like how to build bookshelves,
and fix a broken sink.

He taught me poems and obscure words,
the Iliad in ancient greek,
a smattering of russian,
one of many languages he could speak.

His face is clear in my mind's eye,
as if no time had passed,
And never does a day go by,
that I wonder how long pain can last.

Happy Birthday, Daddy, we should have shared years,
instead of a void, a gaping hole,
yours in your brain from a bullet,
and mine deep in my soul.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2008

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September 4, 2008 at 3:43 AM
Another wonderful, heartwrenching masterpiece from the woman who turns pain into beauty with an extraordinary command of the English language. Your poem took me everywhere with you and your dad before the shocking end. How sad that he didn't get to see the talent that he inspired in you. Thank you again, Danielle, love & peace to you, Karen
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August 18, 2008 at 5:29 PM
Sad write. I hope my little girl will never go through that. (She's 24). This is a difficult subject for me as I work with suicidal kids and knew one personally very well that took his life at 14. Still a touching tribute to your Dad. Vince
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July 28, 2008 at 7:25 AM
Oh my gosh, such a tragedy. Truly sorry for such a devastating loss. Your poem is a very beautiful tribute. Love, Shar (Hope you are feeling better.)
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July 28, 2008 at 4:50 AM
This may have a sad tone to it, especially at the ending, but one cannot help but see the uplifting love and undying admiration for your father and that is eautiful. Michael
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