To the Hospital Once Again
To the hospital once again
Back to tubes down my throat
Back to constant checks to see if I'm cutting
Back to dealing with crazy mother "luvers"
Back to being alone
Back to lying to doctors
Saying I'm fine, not hearing voices (not that they knew)
That I'm happy when I really cry myself to sleep
To the hospital once again
Visit number 21
Back to sitting in pointless groups
Back to sitting in a fake classroom setting
Back to "relaxation time"
Back to being alone
Back to Bullshitting my way till I'm aloud to leave
No smoking, no drinking, NO LIFE
To the hospital once again
Back to being all alone
Back to fakin it till I make it
Back to dying once again
Back to hinding who I am
Back to the hospital once again
Copyright © Gabrielle Clemens | Year Posted 2010
Post Comments
Poetrysoup is an environment of encouragement and growth so only provide specific positive comments that indicate what you appreciate about the poem. Negative comments will result your account being banned.
Please
Login
to post a comment