To the Hospital Once Again

To the hospital once again Back to tubes down my throat Back to constant checks to see if I'm cutting Back to dealing with crazy mother "luvers" Back to being alone Back to lying to doctors Saying I'm fine, not hearing voices (not that they knew) That I'm happy when I really cry myself to sleep To the hospital once again Visit number 21 Back to sitting in pointless groups Back to sitting in a fake classroom setting Back to "relaxation time" Back to being alone Back to Bullshitting my way till I'm aloud to leave No smoking, no drinking, NO LIFE To the hospital once again Back to being all alone Back to fakin it till I make it Back to dying once again Back to hinding who I am Back to the hospital once again