To Sleep

When will I find some sleep?
Why can’t I just recall myself?
To believe I’m gone
That I’m adrift in the silence

Can’t seem to fade away
Can’t seem to take away the lies
This constant observation
A constant light within my mind

When did I learn to breathe?
Why can’t I tear apart my lungs?
Just make me crawl to bed
Just let me break apart the sun

Still nowhere to go
Still no way to know the truth
This apprehensive victim
Is still alive inside his noose

When will I learn to die?
Why won’t I just give in today?
I bleed upon the alter
But each tiny drip revives my faith

Trade loneliness for wisdom
I’d trade the wisdom to forget
But I can’t find the sources
And I still won’t learn how to regret
Copyright © | Year Posted 2007

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